Home is where the heart is.. but the heart has to roam

 

Photo Taken by Tiffany Thompson
Photo Taken by Tiffany Thompson

Working in a house is very different to what any of our group as ever done before, but in another way it’s very familiar to all of us because it is a home. Home is something everyone has had once in their life. It defines you, I feel by walking around a person’s house you can really get a sense of the person they are. Walking around the house on west parade you instantly got a sense of familiarity from the old fashioned carpets and curtains to the patterned wall paper.
The room I felt most comfortable in was the living room; this is because to me the front room is the main body of a house. Its full of people and it is the room where I personally feel the most relaxed being able to relax and feel safe in your home is the most important thing to me.

I feel the people you live with make your home what it is. When you’re surrounded by people or even just one person you can relax in your front room even with the curtains open, but as soon as you’re on your own in your house everything seems to change you feel on edge and take a lot more care in making sure all the doors are locked and the curtains are shut so that nobody can see that you are alone. You suddenly start thinking about being on your own in such a big space and think of all the dangers that could happen to you. Being able to relax and feel safe is to me the most important aspect, one subject that came up in our last seminar is that of people moving away from home to university and how much of a drastic change it is. Living somewhere else that isn’t always of great comfort to you is a hard situation to get used to also living with people that you may not necessarily put yourself with in everyday life. This links to the title of my blog, explaining that everybody knows where they are from and where there home is but sometimes to succeed and get where you want to go in life you have to ‘roam’ and leave the comfort of your home and explore and find new places to call home. Choosing who you want to live with in second year at university is very different to the situation in first year when there is not a choice, you are putting your faith in the fact you will be comfortable to live with them, and together you find somewhere that can be ‘homelike’ defined in the oxford universal dictionary as “like home; suggestive of home; homelyLittle, ((W (1969) “The Oxford Universal Dictionary”, London: Oxford University Press p. 914))

A very interesting thing in the front room to me was the window and how big it was, if you stood on the back garden you could see everything happening in the house. This subject has always interested me that looking through someone’s window you are looking into their life. It is very interesting how people live very different lives. Alfred Hitchcocks ‘rear window’ a story of a man watching his neighbours and seeing their various different characters that live on his street. Just shows how your home can be a window to your life someone could be watching it like they would a performance at a theatre. In Mike Pearson’s chapter ‘provisional spaces’ ((Pearson, Mike (2010) Site-Specific Performance)), Basingstoke: Palgrave Macmillan.he talks about the distinct differences between a site specific performance and normal performance in a theatre. He talks about how the auditorium creates ‘control’ and you know when the performance is going to start and end. The end of the show is always known by the shutting of the curtains. One idea that came to me while reading the chapter was how we can incorporate this into the new space we are working with. As the garden on west parade is a reasonable size, the audience could stand there and watch the performance through the window and as the action that is happening stops somebody gets up and shuts the curtains showing the end. This is an idea that I would like to expand and work on in different rooms in the house.

There’s no place like home…is there?

“A place owes its character to the experiences it affords to those who spend time there – to the sights, sounds and indeed smells that constitute its specific ambience.” ((Ingold quoted in Pearson, Mike (2010) Site-Specific Performance, Basingstoke: Palgrave Macmillan, p.15))

For some people, a home is a place of safety and security. It is a place full of memories of their families and their childhood. For others it is somewhere to relax and unwind after a long day, shutting their troubles behind the front door. However there is something very different between a ‘home’ and a ‘house’. I think after seeing the house we will be working in for the first time, that is something everyone will agree with! There’s something about walking into a house with old fashioned peeling wallpaper, dirty and dusty skirting boards and the smell of muskiness hitting you in each room that makes you not feel at home – which already makes this a very intriguing place to be working in! “Not all spaces built by man have this character of homeliness, but they should not all have them; for not all are intended for the purpose of ‘dwelling’ in the strict sense, of feeling sheltered within them during ones stay.” ((Bollnow, O.F. (2011) Human Space, London: Hyphen Press, p.142))

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Photo taken: 02/02/13 – ‘The Kitchen’

For me, the room I felt safest and most comfortable was the kitchen. This room I felt played no tricks, it was there for that purpose; to be a kitchen. Rooms such as the CCTV room was the room for spying, the cot room felt strangely eerie and held mystery (although interestingly it may not have felt this way if the cot had not been placed there), as does the main bedroom with it’s lack of furniture, yet perfectly made bed and out of place lamp. Whereas the kitchen felt like it was away from the weirdness, tucked at the back of the house, in which I could escape.

This whole idea of purpose gave me many ideas for what we could do with this space. Perhaps treating each room as if it was a different one, ignoring what it might be and its real purpose. For example the kitchen could become a bedroom using its cupboards as a wardrobe. I thought perhaps displaying pre-recorded CCTV footage on the television in the living room for the audience to watch would be interesting. This will already make the audience feel unnerved which is how I felt in most rooms of the house. “and the desire to provoke, shock, and unsettle spectators is central to the avant-garde.” ((Freshwater, Helen (2009) theatre & audience, London: Palgrave Macmillan, pp.45-46))